I moved away, down the bar, looking at them out of a feeling of suspense. They didn't sound drunk and I had said nothing to offend, and I was certain that they knew who I was. What was it? The Brotherhood greeting was as familiar as "Give me some skin" or "Peace, it's wonderful."
I saw Barrelhouse rolling down from the other end of the bar, his white apron indented by the tension of its cord so that he looked like that kind of metal beer barrel which has a groove around its middle; and seeing me now, he began to smile.
"Well, I'll be damned if it ain't the good brother," he said, stretching out his hand. "Brother, where you been keeping yourself?"
"I've been working downtown," I said, feeling a surge of gratitude.
"Fine, fine!" Barrelhouse said.
"Business good?"
"I'd rather not discuss it, Brother. Business is bad. Very bad."
"I'm sorry to hear it. You'd better give me a beer," I said, "after you've served these gentlemen." I watched them in the mirror.
"Sure thing," Barrelhouse said, reaching for a glass and drawing a beer. "What you putting down, ole man?" he said to the tall man.
"Look here, Barrel, we wanted to ask you one question," the tall one said. "We just wanted to know if you could tell us just whose brother this here cat's supposed to be? He come in here just now calling everybody brother."
"He's my brother," Barrel said, holding the foaming glass between his long fingers. "Anything wrong with that?"
"Look, fellow," I said down the bar, "that's our way of speaking. I meant no harm in calling you brother. I'm sorry you misunderstood me."
"Brother, here's your beer," Barrelhouse said.
"So he's your brother, eh, Barrel?"
Barrel's eyes narrowed as he pressed his huge chest across the bar, looking suddenly sad. "You enjoying yourself, MacAdams?" he said gloomily. "You like your beer?"
"Sho," MacAdams said.
"It cold enough?"
"Sho, but Barrel --"
"You like the groovy music on the juke?" Barrelhouse said.
"Hell, yes, but --"
"And you like our good, clean, sociable atmosphere?"
"Sho, but that ain't what I'm talking about," the man said.
"Yeah, but that's what I'm talking about," Barrelhouse said mournfully. "And if you like it, like it, and don't start trying to bug my other customers. This here man's done more for the community than you'll ever do."
"What community?" MacAdams said, cutting his eyes around toward me. "I hear he got the white fever and left ..."
"You liable to hear anything," Barrelhouse said. "There's some paper back there in the gents' room. You ought to wipe out your ears."
"Never mind my ears."
"Aw come" on, Mac," his friend said. "Forgit it. Ain't the man done apologized?"
"I said never mind my ears," MacAdams said. "You just tell your brother he ought to be careful 'bout who he claims as kinfolks. Some of us don't think so much of his kind of politics."
I looked from one to the other. I considered myself beyond the stage of street-fighting, and one of the worst things I could do upon returning to the community was to engage in a brawl. I looked at MacAdams and was glad when the other man pushed him down the bar.
"That MacAdams thinks he's right," Barrelhouse said. "He's the kind caint nobody please. Be frank though, there's lots feel like that now."